Remember - A Spiritual Story
Remembering is a wonderful gift of learning or relearning who we are at a soul level.
I am definitely here to remember.
I am opening a sharing that is one of my all-time favorites. If I’ve told it before, it’s that good, so you may not mind hearing it again………
I had studied massage in Santa Barbara, California, at a really sweet spiritual massage school. Then I found my life path steered me to live in the UK with two young children, and I studied a whole bunch more. I took classes, worked a full time job, and raised those two little people single handedly (with lots of help from my beloved mum).
One of the greatest classes I took while living in the UK was Reiki.
My Reiki Master was an orange haired, single mum, terrible flavorless cooking vegan. She was an extraordinary instructor, with a massive, hands-on, experiential design. I loved her classes, taking all the Reiki levels with her, to complete as a Reiki Master in my own right. She always opened the classes to other students and nobody ever showed up. It was just her and me.
By the third level of Reiki we visited a past life of mine in some detail. I was local royalty, in English lands, with a king who was cruel, demanding and without compassion. I recognized him as my first husband in this life ( not much improvement either.) This was a huge learning curve in remembrance. It led me to understand why I had stepped into this relationship and how I had needed to step out, to complete the whole story, and close the circle of healing forevermore. In that same lifetime there was a beautiful blonde haired, blue eyed son. He was 17 and died in a jousting incident. He never really wanted to joust. He was gentle and more of a lover than a fighter.
I was prevented from going to him by the king, who held his arm across me, while our son died in a field, simply steps away from me. I wasn’t allowed to go to him, comfort and hold him, or tell him how much I loved him. It was a deeply felt, heartbreaking reality, and I wept for 3 days solid. I was told by guidance and by my Reiki Master that I would meet him again in this lifetime and we would complete the circle of loss and love. I would meet him in America, where I was headed to marry my second husband and restart life, with my children being reunited into a closer distance with their father.
I moved and opened a healing center with a female partner, who had less honorable intentions than it seemed. I lasted with her for 9 months. During that time, I had very few clients, because she felt she needed them all, and wasn’t good at sharing. On a weekend when she was away with her young family, a client of hers rang as he’d tweaked his back, while playing tennis. The young man came in to see me at the healing center. He was blonde, blue eyed and 19 years old. I knew him immediately and he looked at me, with an odd look of recognition on his sweet face.
He lay on the table face down, while I worked on the spine that had locked up. I got clear pictures of him as the son I’d lost on that field of jousting centuries ago. While I worked, I silently wept, as I swept loving arms around him. I was completing the circle of not being able to go to him in his last breaths. It was astonishing. I felt so much love and compassion for him.
He came to me a few more times, and on our last session, he asked if he could lay on his side, and simply relax. He and I had spoken at our prior session about the fact that we knew each other. I had shared what had happened in my Reiki class in the UK.
The only childhood toy he hadn’t been able to let go of, was a castle and two knights in armor, with an older woman, that represented his mother. In this life, his own mother was in an institution, locked up as a serious schizophrenic.
I was guided to wrap him in blankets, holding him, rocking him and soothing his whole being. I again wept silent tears, while he openly wailed. He remembered me too. Both of us remembered the love between us, thus completing the circle. It was a glorious healing between mother and son.
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