Believe in You - A Spiritual Story
As many of you reading this know, I have held a spiritual view for as long as I can remember, and have been more than willing to share that perspective. I have been even more willing to share if it is of service to any of you who were seeking a greater view of yourself.
Here’s the thing………………I didn’t always believe what I knew, because belief was shrouded in the whole “prove it” factor whereas the knowing already knew and there wasn’t any proof that could be uploaded to change that huge knowing. When we need proof because we don’t entirely believe, I’m not sure we don’t stay hungry for more and more and more belief to fill that void. Yet, when we are in a knowing state of being, we require no proof at all - NONE!
I would admit that even with Angels and guides channeling through me, I have doubted and second guessed myself for more years than not, until recently.
Jeff and I were leading an intensive REIKI class. They’ve gotten more intense and shorter. We have been led lately to squeeze truck loads of information into a few short days. PHEW! These days have literally kicked my butt. When you airlift a huge amount of spiritual work up the mountain, you’re forced to climb it yourself, huffing and puffing all the way up. Not only do you watch a person transform right before your eyes, you are on the transformational pathway yourself, with no stop signs or limitations.
We led one intensive with a single person, who was visiting the island of Maui and we all knew she was going to take the whole mountain of information with her, to continue to walk up and grow it from wherever this extraordinary life took her. She came with so many gifts and a belief that was there, just needing a little growing with flow.
On the last and final day, with both joy and sadness, we invited her to flow her energy as a Universal conduit of powerful energy, to work her magic on me. Jeff observed, held space and checked her great work. She did so well, that I was safe enough to leave the room we were physically in, and astral travel to a high frequency very sacred space.
At the head of the table on my plane of profound experience, sat my mum. Any of you who know me, know that I lost my physical mum and bestie almost 2 years ago, and we are very, very close. Although I’ve done lots of work on me, her, and anyone who is willing, I hadn’t made physical contact with her. It had always been more of a metaphysical experience, with words, music, hints that she was around. Some of those hints were huge, bang you over the head with a frying pan obvious, while others were gentler and way more subtle, where I’ve had to pay attention, to know it was her trying to get through a sometimes very cluttered and busy head space.
On this day, she wasn’t in the forefront of my head, and actually nothing in particular was, as I was a tad sleepy, very happy to simply lay on my massage table and let go of being anything. I wasn’t the instructor, or a spiritual teacher, or anything. Instead, I was simply laying on the table face down, feeling supported and relaxed, and of course that’s when it was easier for her to really, really show up. Get me and any beliefs for or against physical contact with my beloved mum, and poof! There she was.
I felt her sitting by my relaxed head, smiling at me. That was a nice vision I could believe was possible. Then something happened that I don’t know has ever happened before in any of my work for me or anyone.
She placed a hand, one hand, with soft fingers that I could feel with every ounce of my physical being, on my arm, letting me know all is well and she loves me forever. I felt it, heard it and experienced it as strongly as though someone were massaging me. It was palpable. It didn’t make me cry. It rocked me to the core of my being in a very good way. It was the greatest confirmation I’ve ever had that we are forever beings and I was touched by my favorite forever being, who I have known all my life.
I said nothing and class completed. That night once I had processed this beyond experience, I shared it with Jeff and he was truly happy for me. She was here and for me there was no mistake. This was an opportunity to believe in me from the greatest viewpoint that could possibly exist throughout time and in the whole Universe.
Thank you mum!
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