I know I’ve redirected energy from the word and meaning of forgiveness, towards instead, the word and meaning of understanding. I live by that more than living in a state of needing to forgive those who had hurt my feelings, troubled me, caused me reason for pause. Now I love to stand in the emotions, inviting them to carry me forward into greater awareness and more understanding.

Mostly, I am in a constant place of creating more grace, by forgiving me for that which I wasn’t aware enough to not do, know or change at the time. I really do feel this is where forgiveness deserves its rightful spot in our World. There is an innocence that lives here, with a sweetness to always being willing to learn, grow and generate more wisdom. Wisdom and kindness are the two elements of humanity that I wish to cultivate for the rest of life and for time beyond this realm, to the point of eternity (if there is a point of that).

I have personally closed more doors behind me, with family, friends, neighbors and people I’ve known than most individuals I’ve had the extreme good fortune to meet, here on earth. At first I had so much work to do, to forgive myself for choosing me and the peace and harmony I could create inside, rather than pursuing relationships with those that don’t vibrate at the same levels. I stopped trying to make things work, when they didn’t, and stopped explaining to others why my story read differently than many of theirs.

I chose deliberately to only have close relationships in authentic and beautiful ways. It means I don’t need many people around me, I don’t need the “Hallmark holidays” with large tables filled with great people. I’m fine if that shows up and perfectly happy to share time with one or two very important people, who get me, accept me in all my many shades of human, and love me regardless. I mostly found that my awesome partner, Jeff, is more than enough for me, without anyone else.

Simple aspects of life delight me these days, and I forgive me completely and absolutely for not being willing to allow superficial connections, conversations or time shared with those who aren’t on the same page as me.

I mean this.

I forgive me for choosing me, and I now celebrate that I am only choosing that which flows through me, in my field of energy with ease and sincerity.

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